I'm trying to be strong
Wednesday, January 14, 2015 /
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I'm trying to be strong and stop thinking about this. But its hurt me even more to see all of the scars left. Yes, I AM AFRAID. Till when it will bother me. Till when it will disturb me. Till when it will burden my parents. I am crying for every single day thinking about when it will be fully recover. WHEN I CAN STOP THINKING ABOUT THIS PROBLEM? Oh Allah, I can't stop thinking about this for every second in a day. I kept thinking about this. I'm almost give up. But, I'm still trying. and still trying. Please, help me.
"Ya Allah, andai hanya dengan cara ini jalan untuk aku dekat denganMu, aku redha. Tapi, aku mohon, jangan Kau susahkan kedua orang tuaku. Kerna aku tak kuat :'("
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