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I can't live with myself anymore
Wednesday, December 23, 2015 / (1)
 Allahuakhbar
Saturday, April 25, 2015 / (0)
"Saat tu, bila kau mengharap bagai nak rak. Tuhan je tahu sejauh mana pengharapan kau. Tapi, Dia tak izinkan untuk kau capai harapan kau. Mungkin Dia lebih tahu apa yang terbaik. Mungkin usaha kau tak cukup untuk melayakkan diri kau terima penghargaan setinggi apa yang kau harapkan. Redhalah wahai diri. Biarkan kisah silam mati dalam lipatan. Bangunlah semula. Berdirilah semula. Ini hanya ujian di tengah jalan. Ujian untuk menguatkan. Bukan untuk melemahkan. "
Lots Of Love,Bella❤
Cerita hati Sem 4
Thursday, April 16, 2015 / (0)
Entah kenapa sebak sangat sejak dua menjak ni. Entah kenapa pilu sangat rasa hati ni. Allahu. Adakah dunia yang terlalu kejam atau dunia yang membuatkan aku jadi terlalu kejam sampai macam ni sekali.
The end of semester 4, terlalu berat untuk ulang tayang kenangan kenangan semester 4. Terlalu banyak penderitaan yang berduri sepanjang jalan. sepanjang hari hari dalam semester 4. I don't know how to describe it, but it's hard. Too hard to handle. Allah Maha Tahu semuanya. Allah Maha Tahu setiap detik kesusahan aku. Allah, andai tak tersampai reward aku di duniaMu ini, Sampaikanlah sedikit reward buat di akhirat ku nanti.
Sem 4 terlalu berat. Terlalu sakit. Terlalu perit. Tengah typing ni pun menitik air mata ni. Entah kenapa terlalu sedih untuk fikir balik memori sem ni. Moga tirai tertutup dengan tenang. Moga moga ada khabar berita yang mampu mengubah cerita sedih semester 4. You have done your best, Bella. Let Allah handle the rest. Berehatlah.
I'm officially 20!
Sunday, March 22, 2015 / (0)
 21st March 2015;
We were talking to each other at that time. And suddenly, 'Laman Grill ' Restaurant was filled with a sweet birthday song. Everyone was searching with 'who's birthday is that?' expression. And I was started to smile after seeing a waiter with a beautiful birthday cake was coming to our table. SubhanAllah, another wonderful moments in my life. How I cannot love my beautiful family and how I cannot love my beautiful life, Ya Allah. I'm officially 20th today, but I'm still your sweet little princess kan, ibu ayah? Ihiks~ may Allah bless our family till Jannah. Lebiuuuu poreber :')
SubhanAllah,
Sunday, March 15, 2015 / (0)
SubhanAllah, I've never thought that my life could be this hard. I couldn't think that my life would be this kind of miserable. Ya Allah, what should I do in order to please You and others. I couldn't stop thinking what should I do, Ya Allah. This kind of problem has became worst after all. I need You. I need my parents. I need my friends. My very true friends.
I NEED YOU, YA ALLAH.
How lucky you are
Friday, January 30, 2015 / (0)
You are very lucky, boy. You have me and you have her that will always loving you after so many trouble that you make. No. I'm not loving you. Its only a memory that i couldn't stop thinking for every day and night. The worst memory in my life i guess.
When you have a problem with me, you'll find her. When you have a problem with her, then you find me. How can you being so cruel to us. But, It's okay. Allah knows what is the best for His slaves.
Moga Allah redha dengan hidup awak dunia dan akhirat. Hanya Tuhan yang tahu niat awak dan hanya Tuhan yang tahu apa yang berlaku. Moga segala dosa kita sama sama di ampunkan Tuhan. Amin
I'm trying to be strong
Wednesday, January 14, 2015 / (0)
"Ya Allah, andai hanya dengan cara ini jalan untuk aku dekat denganMu, aku redha. Tapi, aku mohon, jangan Kau susahkan kedua orang tuaku. Kerna aku tak kuat :'("
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